Friday, Nov. 12, 2010 - 12:09 a.m.

FUCK YOU,

FUCK YOU,

...AND FUCK YOU.

What ever happen to the times when "friends" cared about what your life was like or what you were going through? I find myself always being to 95% listener/advice giver and maybe......MAYBE.... IF I am lucky enough to catch someone on a good day, 5% the person who gets listened to and gets some advice or just some genuine fucking sympathy or a pep-talk or both! I know I hand out advice, sympathy AND pep-talks out- LEFT AND GODDAMNED RIGHT!

Okay I'm a pressure cooker letting off steam today. I've already had one crying-jag melt down this morning. Things WILL look up soon and get much, much better. MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...infinity. SO there!

In through the nose, out through the mouth... a good breathing exercise to bring one back to one's center.

...(and a few glasses of wine helps, too).

I love having what little friends and family I do. I just wished they all cared about me as much as I do them. I actually take TIME out of my life to see how they are and what is going on and genuinily care. Is that so much to ask back?

On another black note.... PEOPLE IN GENERAL SUCK.

I hope that last statement isn't positively all true. It is just that some events over the past two days have jaded my hope for humanity with the vast few of us who aren't completely self-centered, greedy, and oblivious to anything that does not directly affect us. Those of us who are opposite find it a very difficult time to live in, as we have NO ONE to care for us. That is - unless we are lucky enough to find those who are our own "kind".

Once again... breath in...and out...

NAMASTE,

Your,
gracegoddess

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