Wednesday, Aug. 20, 2003 - 8:41 p.m.

S was served the divorce papers this morning at 6:30 AM. Yeah that's right, they rolled his ass out of bed to serve him. "Serves" him right. It s about time. Now in 30 days if all goes ok I will be going to a hearing to testify that we've been separated for a year and be granted a divorce decree.

Oddly enough, T was served his papers today as well via mail. We sort of got in an argument for stupid reasons. Lately I feel taken for granted by him. He no longer fauns over me the way he used to nor does he make me feel as adored, cherrished or safe. I feel very insecure with him b/c of what he did behind my back with Dee. I deserve better. He used to realize that I deserved better, and, I suppose maybe even wanted to be that for me. I have to wonder if he really wants me anymore. Maybe he's sick and tired of me. I wouldn't blame him. Any man would be after a while.

I'm probably going to spend my whole fucking life alone and miserable. My standards are too high.

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