Saturday, Sept. 06, 2008 - 10:37 p.m.

I know it is too brilliant to let go, isn't it?

That is why I'm NOT.

I just want happiness. What the FUCK is wrong with me? I feel like a 3 year old trying to figure out how to pottie...only that isn't what I'm trying to figure out. It's RELATIONSHIP.

I don't want to feel like a prisoner where I live.

I don't want to feel like there is no hope for me.

fuck you

I don't want to feel like I will be lonely forever. But sadly, I've felt a deep sense of that since I was a small child.

Since I remember remembering.

I've always been a lonely soul, at least, in this lifetime.

I've a heavy heart and I'll write again soon.

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