Thursday, Dec. 05, 2002 - 4:28 p.m.

All I want is to have a happy life. I've made one smart move. Leaving S. I have to continue making good decisions for my life. First is getting in great shape. That is the ultimate revenge against S. When he is served with divorce papers I want him slathering in regret over losing me. I want to be in the best shape of my LIFE.

Second, I'm starting extra jobs for extra $$$. In mid January I'm going to start babysitting Steph's son which will get me about $75 extra per week. Then when that is over in the summer I'll get a job waiting tables or bartending nights. Then in the fall I plan on registering for Massage Therapy classes. When I finish that and get my license, I will try to see clients on nights and weekends. That takes care of my financial life. But my social life is quite another thing. I need to start looking out for myself because it is very plain to me that NO ONE else will. People are generally selfish. I am not (too much) but need to start being that way I suppose. It is difficult to deal with people in your life who insist on holding you hostage. And the bad part is that I have actually allowed it.

*sigh*

It is time to suck it up and move on with my life. All of it.

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