Monday, Nov. 18, 2002 - 3:14 p.m.

I was out sick most all of last week with a stomach virus. Ick. I feel better now just extremely tired and weak. I'll get over it.

S is still lying about many things - mainly the money issues. I am almost passed caring now because I've given up. I will not go back to him. I had been beginning to really feel sorry for him. But my eyes are continually opened to new reasons and refreshers about WHY I left him in the first place. Not that the thought of going back to him has crossed my mind ONCE since I left... but my compassion and empathy sometimes kick in. All I have to do is remind myself of all he's done and it is erased.

I do not regret leaving him.

But I wonder what will happen in my life now.

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